2010 doesnt have the same ring to it.

I can see the moon from my bed, its really small...

Dont know what to really write anymore. I guess the new year is coming, maybe think about 2009? Hmmm, the year started out pretty good. Laid back, senior year and was able to really relax. I remember I went skiing and almost died, I fell enough times for everyone on the mountain that day. Kicked ass in soccer, except for our one loss, and our tie. Okay seriously though, our one loss came to the other team fighting for first place, we had to reschedule the game, and our coach decided to reschedule it to a date where we could only conjure up 9 first team players and 2 kids from a lower team. Meanwhile, the other team had their entire roster there, it was a majority Brazilian team but I think if I had a defense then I could definitely of stopped them cold. The tie, oh dont get me started with that, We were 3-0 up, probably 10 minutes to go and the ref gives 3 PK's in the box in fast sucession. All 3 were BULLSHIT and it still gets me fired up. The three times the kid (same defender, never carded or talked to. One sign that the ref is complete shit) got the ball, and the attacker tripped after the ball was kicked away ( the ball ended up taking a 90 degree path to the right by itself, as the ref would want us to believe). RAWR, that pissed me off, and we were all pissed off, and...getting off that. Summer was fun, Oceancity with my friends, horrible city, but pure beauty to a handful of over-privileged kids with pocket money and a Mercedes. (spent the last of my savings on that trip). It was fun, the part that wasnt fun was the 11 hour drive back and then 3 hours of sleep and then 2 hour drive to orientation to play 'ice-breaker' games. I was not the happiest camper, and I was in bed by midnight. Fun times with my first experience of my college. Rest of the summer was okay, was in Maine and realized that I sucked at starting fires (got over that). The end of the year could have been better...start a school which I quickly realized that I dislike, am stuck there for the year...and a friend died which sucks and probably could of dealt with that better. One of life's many surprises I guess, and that's that.

Oh and Tottenham is fucking awesome. Yep, oh and I also realized that I am in the wrong place. Oh I long for the day to go back to London and fit in with all the other crazy fans. One day I will, one day.